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[Jul. 1st, 2008|02:07 am] |
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God it feels good to yell at your roommates when they do stupid shit. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2008|08:36 pm] |
I hate everyone I know here in Chicago right now.
All I need is a favor, to be driven to my car, which is in Port Washington, WI. It's 113 miles away.
And NO ONE will do it.
NO ONE.
What the fuck.
This makes me so mad.
From now on, I have no friends.
This is bullshit.
It's gonna be awesome when I have 100's of dollars in parking tickets and/or my car is towed because my friends are lazy, selfish pieces of shit. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2008|04:23 am] |
So June 3rd makes it three years since my dad died.
You'd think it would be better by now, and in some ways it is, but in most cases, it's even worse.
I have pretty much felt like shit for three years now, and currently, am by far at my lowest.
I can't stand my peers. The older we getter, the worse the future looks. We are completely throwing our lives away. Go to college to get some shitty job, and just bury our heads in the sand, choosing ignorance and embracing apathy, all because of fear of being a "hypocrite..."
The world is a complete pile of shit, and only getting worse. And here everybody is so worried about not being able to be perfect, that they don't do ANYTHING. Don't get me wrong, I am the first to say I am a hypocrite. It's par for the course in the age I was born in. Shit is so bad you HAVE to sell out, you have to go against your ethics, and convictions, and ideals. But that doesn't mean to just throw in the towel and not do everything you CAN to try and take responsibility for what is now OUR FUCKING WORLD. But no, there is no perfection, there is no true integrity, so it's drugs and alcohol and cigarettes and McDonalds and Taco Bell, just because it's FUCKING CHEAP, when there is a local owned business across the street, and then I AM the asshole for giving you shit for going to Starbucks or buying new clothes from American Apparel, despite the fact that the simplest way to make the world a better place is to SPEND MONEY IN YOUR COMMUNITY! I'm the one going to movies alone on a Saturday night because I don't want to get drunk so that I can talk to other drunk assholes who are ALL as awkward as I am but instead of embracing the shit we all have to deal with, ignore it, and throw their youth and power away.
You say we can't change anything, but that is bullshit, there are millions of us and all it would take is to say "No thanks, I don't need a bag," or "Yea, it's like two dollars more then pizza hut, but at least it's a fucking start."
And I'm the biggest asshole of 'em all, that is for sure.
But at least I can fucking admit that I'm a misanthropic hypocrite who's "friends" can't stand him, and most of the time don't even return his calls.
At least I'm fucking paying attention.
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